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sweet_one4now on August 31st, 2006
Posted in Miscellaneous, Rants
Finally relief. Hehe did I forget to mention it comes in the form of pills? LOL. Cipro and percocet. That is my anitbiotic and painkiller.
So anyways, yes I finally have relief. Still waiting on the results of the test I had to do yesterday. Will know more in a couple days on that. Mom was on her way to the hospital today for the removal of some of the tissue they think is cancerous. Sending her my prayers and thoughts today.
Also sending out prayers and thoughts to my little brother. He is kind of going through a rough time and I think he doesn’t know what is up from down. :???:
God Bless our family and friends and those that read this. Help us in our troubled times. And whatever situations that we and they might be going through. In the name of Jesus Christ your son.
Amen
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sweet_one4now on August 26th, 2006
Posted in Miscellaneous, Rants
Ok… So anyways, here goes. Some of this you may already know if you visit my mom’s site too.
Another brief update on the troubles that are ensuing me. So I went to the doctors again. She proceeds to tell me this. “That mass we thought was a mass it wasn’t nothing but a shadow. But from the cat scan it appears your liver is enlarged.”
This is what is causing me to have so much lower back pain and the general of me not feeling so hot. This is a lot to take in. And to top it off I find out a few days ago from mom that shes got cancer too.
This is why I find it so hard to try to find the better parts in life lately. I myself am battling weight and breathing issues and plenty of other stuff thats just to much to go into right now. And NOW an enlarged liver and possible bad gall bladder. My mom with her cancer. It just seems that when things are going good that something comes up and you are reminded of how much worse it can be.
I am greatful every day for the ability to wake up and see the beautiful things GOD has created. But in my heart of hearts I pray that he allows my family and I, to endure the trials and tribulations that are being brought upon us with at least a little shred of comfort. And to help us make it through these times of troubles and to keep us SANE.
I guess that is enough of ranting for now. I will keep you updated from time to time on this. As I am sure mom will do the same. As for me I am going to sit down and pray for relief of this awful back pain. 
God Bless you all and thanks for all the prayers. May God do for you what you have done for us. 
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sweet_one4now on August 22nd, 2006
Posted in Miscellaneous, Poetry, Rants
A little update on me. :???: So I been feeling kind of down lately. I have not been feeling all that great and my stomach keeps bothering me. Been nautious and having alot of headaches too. So I went to get checked out and the doctor thought it was my gall bladder but to my content it wasn’t. However, they did find something on the x-rays. A oval shaped mass in my right abdomen. This scares me. I am sure I will be ok, but the thought of it all just kind of scares me. Today I have to have a cat scan so they can prod at me a little more and figure out what it really is.
There are three things that I know and will always beleive. Everything happens for a reason. God only puts you through things that you can handle. And last but not least, always have a bright outlook on things because if you don’t they are doomed from the start.
On a more brighter note, my friend came down for the weekend. I am so happy that she did. It has been a couple months since I seen her last. Its been alot of fun. But I sure hate to see time fly. Especially when you are having fun. So alas, she will go home and yes it probably will be a couple more before I can see her again. But at least we had fun and always do each time we see each other. 
Oh and note to self: when making chicken don’t try to add to much time to it next time. *Wound up with dry chicken* Or add to much vinegar to the potato salad. LOL *Makes for a really strong salad*
But most of all remember to have fun as much as possible. And always think on the positive. Never the negative. Be greatful for what you got and give thanks for it too.
Friends
Some friends are good.
Some friends are bad.
Some friends can make u really really mad.
The good ones last forever.
The bad ones never stay.
Keep all your good friends close by and never let them stray.
May God Bless those that read this. Amen.
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sweet_one4now on August 16th, 2006
Posted in Miscellaneous, memes and tags
Ok here goes… I was tagged by Sharkbait Hoo Haa Haa!! I guess she thinks its pretty funny to taggerize people. So heres my attempt to complete the thing she has so gracefully thrown in my lap. Hehe. Just kidding Gotta Love Her. Anyways heres my post. God Bless Y’all and maybe this will give y’all a little more insight into the mind of Sweet_one4now……
Four jobs I wish I had the capabilities of:
1. Something that involves alot of swimming. Maybe instructor??
2. Chef in my own restaraunt - I love to cook
3. Body Guard - I like the idea of protecting the ones who need protected
4. Computer Specialist - something i have capablities of just have completed school yet.
Four names I wish I had other than my own:
1. Lorelei Lianna - Mom was gonna name me this but she let grandma name because grandma had lost a baby. Bless her soul
2. Xandra Vida - Vida meaning Life and Xandra meaning Defender of men. I just love the way they sound together
3. Alexis Marie - something I want to name a child one day
4. Anything that is unique or piques my interest… still have yet to think of a fourth one Heh at least I came up with 3.
Four of my favorite actresses/actors:
1. Angelina Jolie
2. Julia Roberts
3. Vin Diesel
4. Susan Sarandon
Four songs I could listen to over and over again:
1. Selena - Dreaming of You
2. Savage Garden - The Animal Song
3. New Song- Anything by them I love it all
4. Brad Paisley - To The World
Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. News
2. Bewitched and I dream of Jeannie
3. Three Moons Over Milford
4. Big Brother and American Idol - every year… don’t even know why lol
Four places I would like to go to on vacation:
1. Mexico
2. Spain
3. Carribean Island
4. Singapore
Four of my favourite cuisines:
1. Italian
2. Spanish
3. American??
4. Chinese
Four places I wish I was right now:
1. On a beach
2. Arizona
3. Mexico
4. Did I say the beach??
And I guess since pretty much I don’t know who to tag… If ya feel like you’re upto it… Feel free to copy and paste or even change it… Heck might even make it interesting.
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sweet_one4now on August 9th, 2006
Posted in Disturbing, Miscellaneous, Poetry, Rants, Religion, The End Is Near
The world is breaking
His heart is aching
He sheds another tear
For all those not near
As his children die
He sits and he cries
For they don’t know
Of all his woe.
They sit in the dark
Breaking his poor heart
Satan has them in his hands
Stringing them along in his deadly little band
They sit there and baa like stupid little sheep
“Yes dear Satan we are at your feet
Do with us what you may
All we want to do is sit in the hay”
For this reason God is so sad
That his beautiful flock could be so bad
When all is said and done
Which way will you go
Do you want the end that is fun?
Or will you be a martyr and on the run?
Which ever way you choose to go
I hope you know God loves you so.
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