Lost Paradise

Ok… So anyways, here goes. Some of this you may already know if you visit my mom’s site too.

Another brief update on the troubles that are ensuing me. So I went to the doctors again. She proceeds to tell me this. “That mass we thought was a mass it wasn’t nothing but a shadow. But from the cat scan it appears your liver is enlarged.”

This is what is causing me to have so much lower back pain and the general of me not feeling so hot. This is a lot to take in. And to top it off I find out a few days ago from mom that shes got cancer too.

This is why I find it so hard to try to find the better parts in life lately. I myself am battling weight and breathing issues and plenty of other stuff thats just to much to go into right now. And NOW an enlarged liver and possible bad gall bladder. My mom with her cancer. It just seems that when things are going good that something comes up and you are reminded of how much worse it can be.

I am greatful every day for the ability to wake up and see the beautiful things GOD has created. But in my heart of hearts I pray that he allows my family and I, to endure the trials and tribulations that are being brought upon us with at least a little shred of comfort. And to help us make it through these times of troubles and to keep us SANE.

I guess that is enough of ranting for now. I will keep you updated from time to time on this. As I am sure mom will do the same. As for me I am going to sit down and pray for relief of this awful back pain. God Bless you all and thanks for all the prayers. May God do for you what you have done for us.